well I'm back out of jail the things are so much different for me now. I used to be really anti gay and I was homophobic and I just despise gay people. I never hung out with him had nothing to do with them. Years ago I was looking up stuff on neuro-linguistic programming and hypnosis. one of the things that popped up was called erotic hypnosis. What I seen I couldn't believe my eyes and it blew my mind. It was crazy there was all these women that did gay Hypno videos and sissy training just the concept of someone being able to turn someone gay against their will what's a big turn-on and I sat watch to those videos over and over just idea some women wanting to turn man gay was an insane turn on and I started watching him and I was watching them man Do men do all kinds of hot gay sex and I have no idea of some of the insanely taboo fun things that gay men do and ever since then I've been secretly watching gay p*** as much as I can and it's all I fantasize about when I masturbate. and the thing is I don't think it was just the the hypnosis videos but day after day of fantasizing and jacking off about it every day it reprogrammed me . and i had to try it last summer and i loved it. for about 6 months I quit thinking about it I didn't fantasize about it and I thought it went away and it wasn't there there no more. Recently those thoughts and feelings came back stronger and they never been before recently i got on craigslist and i ended up having a 3 some with a couple guys who are married. It was beyond believe those guys took me to places I didn't know existed. if any girls ladies want to talk and Converse I'm cool with that probably pretty honest I really want to talk to guys that have nice cock and energy will not hurt my feelings at all.